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Akash ek bohot simple sa ladka tha jo ki 8th class se abhi abhi pass hua tha, zada kisise baat nahi karta tha or ladkiyon se to bohot sharmata tha keh sakte hai ki wo thoda shy nature ka tha. Ab wo 9th class main agaya tha, to 10th class ke seniors ne unko freshers party dene ke bare main socha. Freshers party ek bade hall main organize ki gaye thi jismain chairs two parts main divided thi ek taraf 10th class ke students baithe the or ek taraf 9th class students or kuch students stage par preparation kar rahe the.
Akash bas cheezon ko hote hue dekh raha tha or naye naye students se mil raha tha. Tabhi akash ka dhyan entrance gate par gaya, usne ek ladki ko aate hue dekha or dekhta hi reh gaya "the girl was in blue jeans and white top" uske curly baal, fair color, she was looking to much beautiful. Akash lagatar usi ko dekhe ja raha tha or jab uska dhyan hata to usne dekha ki aaju baju wale infact kafi loge usi ko deekh rahe the, tab akash ko thoda atpata sa laga or apni nazar ghumali lekin na chahte hue bhi uski nazar baar baar usi ki taraf ja rahi thi. Freshers party ki starting introduction se hui jab ladkiyon ki baari aye tab use yani sabhi ko maloom pada uska nam Akansha hai.
Program start hua par akash kitna bhi koshish karta uska dhyan program se hat kar usi ki taraf chala jata tha. Mr. and Miss. fresher chunne ke baad bari aye khane ki. Waha bhi akash apne doston se baat karte karte usi ki taraf dekhne lagta tha. kehne ko to uski class main kafi ladkiyan thi or khoobsoorat bhi thi lekin unke beech use akansha hi dikh rahi thi. Sab katam hone ke baad sab log apne apne ghar jane lage or akash bhi apne friends ke saath chal diya. Raat ko bhi use bas usi ka chehra dhyan aa raha tha lekin wo bas use ek attraction man kar bhula raha tha.
Agle din jab classes start hui tab pata chala ki akansha ka section C tha or uska B par unki class ka dimension kuch esa tha ki agar front seat par bainthe to section C ki starting ki two seats dikhti thi or luckily front seat par akansha baithti thi to sirf usi ki liye akash apni fourth banch chhod kar front banch par bethne laga. Akash ke ghar ke pass ek tuition class thi jaha wo or uske school ke kuch bacche jate the. Ek din wo thoda sa late ho gaya or jese hi wo room main ghusa to dekha waha akansha bhi baithi hui thi or poori baithne ki jagah bhi bhar gaye thi bas ek hi seat khali thi or wo bhi thik akansha ke barabar wali. Akash khade khade dekh raha tha tabhi uske teacher ne kaha " are akash khade kyu ho waha jagah khali hai waha baitho" ye sunkar akash ke haath paaon thande pad gaye or koi or baithne ke liye doosri jagah dhundne laga itne main sir ne kaha "are aise hi sharmate rahoge ya baithoge bhi.?" saare bacche hasne lage tab wo gaya or akansha ke saath wali seat par baith gaya. us samaye uska dil 4 times zada dhadak raha tha lekin usne kuch show na karke apna poora dhyan apni class ki taraf lagaya. Jab class over hui or sab bahar nikle tab akash ko kisi ne awaz lagai "Akash" or jab usne peeche mud kar dekha to wo or koi nahi akansha thi, us samaiye uski sans to jaise ruk gaye or dhadkan jaise thum si gaye thi, wo bas bina kuch expression diye 2 minute tak muh khole khada raha tab usne dhyan dia ki wo kuch keh bhi rahi hai wo usse uske notes mang rahi thi, akash ne haklati hui awaz main poocha tum mera naam janti ho? tab akansha ne kaha "ha abhi class main pata chala..... to tumhare notes milenge...." akash ne jhat se apne notes nikalkar de diye, wo thanks bol kar chali gaye. Akash ke haath abhi bhi kaap rahe the par wo khush tha ki usne usse baat to kari par same time par udas bhi tha ki wo fools ki tarah behave kar raha tha. Agle din akansha ne uske notes wapas kar diye or ek baar fir thanks boli lekin is baar wo haklaya nahi or bola any time. Is tarah dono ki dosti hui fir wo aapas main baat karne lage or ek doosre ke ghar bhi jane lage or wo friends best friends ban gaye.
9th ke exams hue or wo promote hokar 10th main aye unki dosti kafi gehri hoti gaye or outings bhi bad gaye kabhi mall kabhi ccd kabhi fast food corners etc. Fir 10th yani boards ke bhi exams hue tab akash ke 70% or akansha ke 86% aaye still akash khush tha unhone decide kia ki sam branch lenge i.e. PCM or usi school se. Ab unki classes bhi bad gaye or kafi acchi khasi distances par bhi thi to wo ek saath jaate or ek saath hi aate the or raste bhar baaten karte. Unki bonding or achhi hoti gaye. Lekin akash ke dil main kuch or hi tha wo jise sirf attraction ka naam de raha tha ab wo LOVE ka nam ban chuka tha. Akash ab samajh gaya tha ki ye sirf ek friendship hi nahi balki usse kahi zada hai ab bas der thi to usko propose karne ki lekin akash ko dar tha ki agar wo aisa karega to wo use chhod kar chali jayegi. Yahi soch kar wo reh jaata tha agar kabhi try bhi karta to kehte kehte kuch or bool deta tha, wo kitna bhi koshish karle himmat nahi juta pata tha.
Fir uske baad unhone saath saath 11th or 12th bhi pass kiya or same same jagah ke forms dale the jese IIT, AIEEE, UPTU, DU, etc. Unke har exam ka center ek hi jagah padta tha iit or uptu ka exams dene ke baad aieee ki bari aye uska center agra pada. Akash ko laga yahi sahi moka hai akansha ko prapose karne ka kuki ab use ye dar lagne laga ki ab pata nahi kon kidhar jayega or jisse wo pyar karta hai koi or na le jaye. Akash ne akansha ke parents se kaha ki wo dono saath saath hi chale jate hai apni car main or driver bhi saath rahega kisi ko koi dikkat nahi hogi or akansha ke parents man gaye.
Ab akash apni poori tayari main lag gaya ki kab kese kaha or kya kya bolna hai. Tab usne decide kia ki exam dene ke baad wo 2:00 PM ke aas pass free ho payenge tab wo waha se Taj Mahal jayenge or waha wo use propose karega ek dum filmy style main. Sab cheez tayar thi jab wo subah 5:00 AM usko lene uske ghar pohcha tab firse use dekhta hi reh gaya usne wahi combination fir pehna tha Blue jeans and White top that time she was looking too much pretty. Akash bohot khush ho gaya or wo agra ke liye chal diye or wo raaste bhar baaten karte gaye jab wo agra pahuche pehle akash ne akansha ko uske center chhooda or fir apne center par gaya unke exam centers ke beech main 7 KM ka distance tha. Exam start hua par akash questions kam time zada dekh raha tha uske dimag main khal bali machi hui thi ki kya kya bolunga main usko. Jab exam over hua bina time gawaye wo seedha akansha ke center ke taraf gaya waha pahuchne ke baad driver ne car highway ke doosri taraf laga di or center doosri taraf. Akash gadi se nikla or akansha ko wahi se dhundne laga itne main akansha ne haath hilaya ki main yahan hu or wo bohot khush thi uska exam achha hua tha. Akansha road cross kar hi rahi thi ki ek car se uska accident ho gaya or wo car se kafi door jakar giri or uska sir barrier main ja takraya. Ye dekhkar akash jaldi se uski tarf bada lekin uske driver ne uska haath pakad kar kheech jab liya dhyan diya ek truck just akash ke barabar se nikla par wo haath jhatak kar akansha ke pass gaya wo poori tarah khoon se lath path thi akash ki aankhon main aansu the or use apni baahon main bhar liya or kehne laga "main tumko kuch nahi hone dunga" itne main driver car ghumakar laya or jaldi se akansha ko peeche ki seat par lita dia or khud bhi wahi baith gaya, usne uska sar apne pairon par rakh liya or bleeding rokne ki koshish karne laga. Akansha gehri gehri sans bhar rahi thi or akash zoor zoor se ro raha tha or keh bhi raha tha ki main tumko kuch nahi hone dunga or driver par chilla bhi raha tha tez chala jaldi hospital le chal akash ka rona band nahi tha or akansha shayad kuch kehna chahti thi. Akansha ne apna seedha haath dheere dheere uthaya or akash ke gaal par sehlaya or haklati hui awaz main kaha I LOVE YOU itna kehte hi uska haath neeche farsh par gir gaya or akash ek dum chup chap reh gaya or zor zor se rone laga. Par akash ne himmat nahi hari wo hospital gaye or jaldi se akansha ko streture par litaya or doctor ko bulakar laya par bohot der ho chuki thi doctor ne bhi bas ek hi cheez kahi "i am sorry" par akash nahi mana usne doctor se kaha ke ek baar or theek se check karen par jawab nahi badla. Akash wahi baithkar rone laga or driver nai ghar phone karke sari baat bata di. Thodi der bad akash or akansha dono ke parents aa gaye or bohot roye.
Is baat ka akash par bohot hi gehra sagma pohcha tha usne khana peena bolna sab chhod dia tha wo bas ek zinda lash ban gaya tha. Kafi doctors, councillors, psychiatrist ko dikhaya par kisi se khas fayeda nahi hua uske parents bhi bohot pareshan rehte the or rote the. Fir kisi ki salah par akash ke parents ne usko south main ek psychiatrist ke pass lejane ka socha or appointment na hone ke baad bhi uska case dekhkar doctor milne ke liye man gaya. Uske parents nai saari baat doctor ko batai or fir akash ko akele main lekar usse bat karne laga uski pasand na pasand lekin koi jawab nahi agar aata to bas Akansha. Tab usne akash ko ek kaam dia or wo ye ki wo apni or akansha ki poori mulakat ek diary main likh kar laye ye baat akash ke dimag main baith gai or bina kuch pooche or kahe wo diary likhne baith gaya. Bina khaye piye usne bas 2 din main 3 moti moti diaries bhar di usmain usne apne or akansha ke sath bitaya har ek pal utar dia or jab wo diaries lekar psychiatrist ke pas pohcha to bada khush tha or kaha "ye ligiye maine har baat , har cheez , har pal in diariyon main hai jesa aapne kaha tha" itne main wo bola inko tum hi rakho or jab abhi tumko uski yad aye to isi bas ek kahani ki tarah pad lena. Or fir psychiatrist ne akash ke parents se kaha your son is ok now or kuch medicines likhne ke baad jane dia or ab akash ek dum theek hai or apni aage ki padhai DELHI reh kar kar raha hai or aaj bhi Akash apni Akansha ko yad karta hai or jab jab yad aati hai wo sunhare pal diary main se padh leta hai.
Akash ek bohot simple sa ladka tha jo ki 8th class se abhi abhi pass hua tha, zada kisise baat nahi karta tha or ladkiyon se to bohot sharmata tha keh sakte hai ki wo thoda shy nature ka tha. Ab wo 9th class main agaya tha, to 10th class ke seniors ne unko freshers party dene ke bare main socha. Freshers party ek bade hall main organize ki gaye thi jismain chairs two parts main divided thi ek taraf 10th class ke students baithe the or ek taraf 9th class students or kuch students stage par preparation kar rahe the.
Akash bas cheezon ko hote hue dekh raha tha or naye naye students se mil raha tha. Tabhi akash ka dhyan entrance gate par gaya, usne ek ladki ko aate hue dekha or dekhta hi reh gaya "the girl was in blue jeans and white top" uske curly baal, fair color, she was looking to much beautiful. Akash lagatar usi ko dekhe ja raha tha or jab uska dhyan hata to usne dekha ki aaju baju wale infact kafi loge usi ko deekh rahe the, tab akash ko thoda atpata sa laga or apni nazar ghumali lekin na chahte hue bhi uski nazar baar baar usi ki taraf ja rahi thi. Freshers party ki starting introduction se hui jab ladkiyon ki baari aye tab use yani sabhi ko maloom pada uska nam Akansha hai.
Program start hua par akash kitna bhi koshish karta uska dhyan program se hat kar usi ki taraf chala jata tha. Mr. and Miss. fresher chunne ke baad bari aye khane ki. Waha bhi akash apne doston se baat karte karte usi ki taraf dekhne lagta tha. kehne ko to uski class main kafi ladkiyan thi or khoobsoorat bhi thi lekin unke beech use akansha hi dikh rahi thi. Sab katam hone ke baad sab log apne apne ghar jane lage or akash bhi apne friends ke saath chal diya. Raat ko bhi use bas usi ka chehra dhyan aa raha tha lekin wo bas use ek attraction man kar bhula raha tha.
Agle din jab classes start hui tab pata chala ki akansha ka section C tha or uska B par unki class ka dimension kuch esa tha ki agar front seat par bainthe to section C ki starting ki two seats dikhti thi or luckily front seat par akansha baithti thi to sirf usi ki liye akash apni fourth banch chhod kar front banch par bethne laga. Akash ke ghar ke pass ek tuition class thi jaha wo or uske school ke kuch bacche jate the. Ek din wo thoda sa late ho gaya or jese hi wo room main ghusa to dekha waha akansha bhi baithi hui thi or poori baithne ki jagah bhi bhar gaye thi bas ek hi seat khali thi or wo bhi thik akansha ke barabar wali. Akash khade khade dekh raha tha tabhi uske teacher ne kaha " are akash khade kyu ho waha jagah khali hai waha baitho" ye sunkar akash ke haath paaon thande pad gaye or koi or baithne ke liye doosri jagah dhundne laga itne main sir ne kaha "are aise hi sharmate rahoge ya baithoge bhi.?" saare bacche hasne lage tab wo gaya or akansha ke saath wali seat par baith gaya. us samaye uska dil 4 times zada dhadak raha tha lekin usne kuch show na karke apna poora dhyan apni class ki taraf lagaya. Jab class over hui or sab bahar nikle tab akash ko kisi ne awaz lagai "Akash" or jab usne peeche mud kar dekha to wo or koi nahi akansha thi, us samaiye uski sans to jaise ruk gaye or dhadkan jaise thum si gaye thi, wo bas bina kuch expression diye 2 minute tak muh khole khada raha tab usne dhyan dia ki wo kuch keh bhi rahi hai wo usse uske notes mang rahi thi, akash ne haklati hui awaz main poocha tum mera naam janti ho? tab akansha ne kaha "ha abhi class main pata chala..... to tumhare notes milenge...." akash ne jhat se apne notes nikalkar de diye, wo thanks bol kar chali gaye. Akash ke haath abhi bhi kaap rahe the par wo khush tha ki usne usse baat to kari par same time par udas bhi tha ki wo fools ki tarah behave kar raha tha. Agle din akansha ne uske notes wapas kar diye or ek baar fir thanks boli lekin is baar wo haklaya nahi or bola any time. Is tarah dono ki dosti hui fir wo aapas main baat karne lage or ek doosre ke ghar bhi jane lage or wo friends best friends ban gaye.
9th ke exams hue or wo promote hokar 10th main aye unki dosti kafi gehri hoti gaye or outings bhi bad gaye kabhi mall kabhi ccd kabhi fast food corners etc. Fir 10th yani boards ke bhi exams hue tab akash ke 70% or akansha ke 86% aaye still akash khush tha unhone decide kia ki sam branch lenge i.e. PCM or usi school se. Ab unki classes bhi bad gaye or kafi acchi khasi distances par bhi thi to wo ek saath jaate or ek saath hi aate the or raste bhar baaten karte. Unki bonding or achhi hoti gaye. Lekin akash ke dil main kuch or hi tha wo jise sirf attraction ka naam de raha tha ab wo LOVE ka nam ban chuka tha. Akash ab samajh gaya tha ki ye sirf ek friendship hi nahi balki usse kahi zada hai ab bas der thi to usko propose karne ki lekin akash ko dar tha ki agar wo aisa karega to wo use chhod kar chali jayegi. Yahi soch kar wo reh jaata tha agar kabhi try bhi karta to kehte kehte kuch or bool deta tha, wo kitna bhi koshish karle himmat nahi juta pata tha.
Fir uske baad unhone saath saath 11th or 12th bhi pass kiya or same same jagah ke forms dale the jese IIT, AIEEE, UPTU, DU, etc. Unke har exam ka center ek hi jagah padta tha iit or uptu ka exams dene ke baad aieee ki bari aye uska center agra pada. Akash ko laga yahi sahi moka hai akansha ko prapose karne ka kuki ab use ye dar lagne laga ki ab pata nahi kon kidhar jayega or jisse wo pyar karta hai koi or na le jaye. Akash ne akansha ke parents se kaha ki wo dono saath saath hi chale jate hai apni car main or driver bhi saath rahega kisi ko koi dikkat nahi hogi or akansha ke parents man gaye.
Ab akash apni poori tayari main lag gaya ki kab kese kaha or kya kya bolna hai. Tab usne decide kia ki exam dene ke baad wo 2:00 PM ke aas pass free ho payenge tab wo waha se Taj Mahal jayenge or waha wo use propose karega ek dum filmy style main. Sab cheez tayar thi jab wo subah 5:00 AM usko lene uske ghar pohcha tab firse use dekhta hi reh gaya usne wahi combination fir pehna tha Blue jeans and White top that time she was looking too much pretty. Akash bohot khush ho gaya or wo agra ke liye chal diye or wo raaste bhar baaten karte gaye jab wo agra pahuche pehle akash ne akansha ko uske center chhooda or fir apne center par gaya unke exam centers ke beech main 7 KM ka distance tha. Exam start hua par akash questions kam time zada dekh raha tha uske dimag main khal bali machi hui thi ki kya kya bolunga main usko. Jab exam over hua bina time gawaye wo seedha akansha ke center ke taraf gaya waha pahuchne ke baad driver ne car highway ke doosri taraf laga di or center doosri taraf. Akash gadi se nikla or akansha ko wahi se dhundne laga itne main akansha ne haath hilaya ki main yahan hu or wo bohot khush thi uska exam achha hua tha. Akansha road cross kar hi rahi thi ki ek car se uska accident ho gaya or wo car se kafi door jakar giri or uska sir barrier main ja takraya. Ye dekhkar akash jaldi se uski tarf bada lekin uske driver ne uska haath pakad kar kheech jab liya dhyan diya ek truck just akash ke barabar se nikla par wo haath jhatak kar akansha ke pass gaya wo poori tarah khoon se lath path thi akash ki aankhon main aansu the or use apni baahon main bhar liya or kehne laga "main tumko kuch nahi hone dunga" itne main driver car ghumakar laya or jaldi se akansha ko peeche ki seat par lita dia or khud bhi wahi baith gaya, usne uska sar apne pairon par rakh liya or bleeding rokne ki koshish karne laga. Akansha gehri gehri sans bhar rahi thi or akash zoor zoor se ro raha tha or keh bhi raha tha ki main tumko kuch nahi hone dunga or driver par chilla bhi raha tha tez chala jaldi hospital le chal akash ka rona band nahi tha or akansha shayad kuch kehna chahti thi. Akansha ne apna seedha haath dheere dheere uthaya or akash ke gaal par sehlaya or haklati hui awaz main kaha I LOVE YOU itna kehte hi uska haath neeche farsh par gir gaya or akash ek dum chup chap reh gaya or zor zor se rone laga. Par akash ne himmat nahi hari wo hospital gaye or jaldi se akansha ko streture par litaya or doctor ko bulakar laya par bohot der ho chuki thi doctor ne bhi bas ek hi cheez kahi "i am sorry" par akash nahi mana usne doctor se kaha ke ek baar or theek se check karen par jawab nahi badla. Akash wahi baithkar rone laga or driver nai ghar phone karke sari baat bata di. Thodi der bad akash or akansha dono ke parents aa gaye or bohot roye.
Is baat ka akash par bohot hi gehra sagma pohcha tha usne khana peena bolna sab chhod dia tha wo bas ek zinda lash ban gaya tha. Kafi doctors, councillors, psychiatrist ko dikhaya par kisi se khas fayeda nahi hua uske parents bhi bohot pareshan rehte the or rote the. Fir kisi ki salah par akash ke parents ne usko south main ek psychiatrist ke pass lejane ka socha or appointment na hone ke baad bhi uska case dekhkar doctor milne ke liye man gaya. Uske parents nai saari baat doctor ko batai or fir akash ko akele main lekar usse bat karne laga uski pasand na pasand lekin koi jawab nahi agar aata to bas Akansha. Tab usne akash ko ek kaam dia or wo ye ki wo apni or akansha ki poori mulakat ek diary main likh kar laye ye baat akash ke dimag main baith gai or bina kuch pooche or kahe wo diary likhne baith gaya. Bina khaye piye usne bas 2 din main 3 moti moti diaries bhar di usmain usne apne or akansha ke sath bitaya har ek pal utar dia or jab wo diaries lekar psychiatrist ke pas pohcha to bada khush tha or kaha "ye ligiye maine har baat , har cheez , har pal in diariyon main hai jesa aapne kaha tha" itne main wo bola inko tum hi rakho or jab abhi tumko uski yad aye to isi bas ek kahani ki tarah pad lena. Or fir psychiatrist ne akash ke parents se kaha your son is ok now or kuch medicines likhne ke baad jane dia or ab akash ek dum theek hai or apni aage ki padhai DELHI reh kar kar raha hai or aaj bhi Akash apni Akansha ko yad karta hai or jab jab yad aati hai wo sunhare pal diary main se padh leta hai.